Out at Home Plate

So my uncle introduced me to this woman to fix her computer and we have been talking ever since. After 2 years and some back and forth we finally get a room to spend a movie night together among other things, but the night did not end well for the both of us. When we get to the room she wanted me to put on a movie that she had rented so I connected my ps4 to the tv so we can watch the movie and by the time i finish setting it up she is already in bed wearing only her bra and panties. So I put the movie on and sit next to her in bed and she tells me, Don't you want to play with me and I'm like sure. So we start making out and then she says, stop I wanna watch the movie and I'm like ok so I stop and then she says, But I still want you to play with me. She is strange like that. Anyway after 30 min we are both naked and we both enjoyed each others body's if you know what I mean. So I'm rounding third base and heading towards home plate right and right when I'm about to slide into home she tells me stop and with a straight face tells me, This feels like rape. And I'm like, What! Are you serious you just said that, and she says I'm sorry I just got scared and panicked and while she is telling me this I'm putting my clothes back on and I'm telling her, if you got scared then tell me that and I would of stopped either way you don't say rape. So she is still naked at this point and I'm fully clothed and after another 45 min of her trying to get my clothes off to have intercourse I told her no that she killed it by saying rape and to get her clothes on so I could take her home. I haven't seen her again since that night but she keeps calling my me to say that she is sorry and wants to meet up again. But can you blame me for not wanting too after that fiasco. I have been with a lot of women and this is the first time I had a girl say it feels like rape. What do you guys think?

What can I say about the world I live in. Life can sometimes be filled with more plot twists then a Hollywood movie.  After being in colorado for 9 months, the valley isn't that bad, but the job market still sucks.  Women wise, the valley has way more beautiful women then in colorado. Dont get me wrong, I saw some great women in colorado but it was like 1 every 30 seconds compared to 1 every 5 here in the valley.  When it comes to food though the valley wins hands down, better mexican, better bbq, although i will miss blackjack pizza, that place was good.   You can't appreciate home untile you leave it long enough to miss everything it has to offer.  I guess I am doomed to live here untile the day I die.

The Valley

What can I say about the valley that is positive......well we don't get earthquakes,tornado's,tsunami's, but we do get the occasional hurricane. When we do get one of those we either get the outer bands or the eye of a cat 1 hurricane which isn't to bad. The valley is a dry hot spot, its so bad that the devil himself would sweat and complain about the heat and humidity. The Rio grande river gets polluted by Mexico and the US gov does nothing about it. The valley gets everything last as far as eating places go.  75% of women in the valley who are under the age of 39, have this fantasy that they are all going to find a guy that looks like pit bull the singer or brad pit the actor and with the body of chaning Tatum.  That's why they hook up with guys who are idiots, drug dealers and beer drinkers, that cheat on there gf's or wives any chance they get. They even hook up with guys that are abusive physically and mentally but they stay with them because they fall into one of the category's I mentioned earlier.  Now not all men are this way, I would say about 80% of men in the valley fall into those category, and the other 20%  (which is what I fall into) are the better men. We are the ones with no arrest record, work hard, stay loyal, spoil our wives or gf, have cars, have a house, and are well educated. But out of the 20% about 10% of us cant get dates, or get we get put in the friend zone right away. Being put in the girls friend zone is like being put in a mob boss's debt, which means your in his pocket. And once your in there you ain't never coming out.   I will give you a perfect example of a girl in the valley......This girl who we will call Simone hooked up  with this guy we will name Dumas. Now this girl is very beautiful, and I mean beautiful. She has everything a guy could ever want in a woman. You know what Mr Dumas does, he cheats on her every chance he gets, with girls that 5's and 6's compared to Simone who is a perfect 10 on the hot scale.  And every time she had him dead to rights they would fight and break up for a day or 2 and then get back together.  He even had a kid with her but that didn't stop him from cheating on her. I remember one night i asked him ....Why would you cheat on her? And he  says's -Because I get tired of the same hole every night....I like variety. And I'm like WTF really!....thats why you use different sexual postions, get her lacy outfits, something but you dont cheat on a girl like her. She started working when the job he was working at closed down and she was making alot of money.....enough to buy him an escalade, a boat and she even bought a 200,000 dollar house and he was still cheating on her. The valley is full of a million stories that play the same way and it will never end.

Who am I? I’m the asshole you would never suspect of doing wrong. The guy that if you left your girlfriend or sister alone in the same room with me I would totally go down on her to eat her pussy as long as she is of age of course. But people don’t see me that way, they see me as a nerd a nobody, boy are they wrong. Iv given the city 35 yrs of my life and what do I get in return……an enlarged heart and not able to get a job here.  So I have decided to leave this place and my family behind to try and find a better life. So fuck you Harlingen you worthless piece of shit town.  And this goes out to 80% of single mothers….Stop holding your pussy hostage!!

hellingen

                                           

This place is the land of taco eaters and beer drinkers, where people get stabbed at the local bar for bumping into them and spilling there drink or stepping on their Jordan's.  This town is shit along with the people that run it.  Maby it’s the heat that lowers every ones I.Q that makes us do stupid things. The town I’m talking  about is of course Harlingen Texas where if you don’t know what or where you want to eat, either you’re not hungry or the place you want to eat at requires a 30, 45, or an hour drive. I was born to this hell hole back in 1980 and back then the boundary was the loop and that is still true to this day if you go north of this town. It’s 2015 and the city is still the same size and still looks like shit. TSTC and the school district finally look modernized.  The police department is a joke, their own building  is falling  apart because they thought it would be a good idea to hire a shitty contractor to build the new department  and the same goes for their security system. That’s why the front doors are wide open and cones blocking two drive way gates, its because nothing works there. It’s that kind of mentality that have made Harlingen stagnant, boring, and made to kill you slowly.